today was full day off! went for trg before going out tho :s like wad have i become man ahha... oh pls dun say it... responsible???? haha ok lah not really but i almost died when i saw the number of yr 1s hu turned up... like dun they have lives??!! haha... ok tt is qt bad but really. im impressed haha... when i was yr 1 rite. like no comments... if it rain den i wun train haha... anyway after trg i went to meet shella, dan and jon at wisma... poor jon was being abandoned, so good thing i came to accompany him... den after a loooooong while char came... we went seoul garden den dex joined us after a while... was not bad lah... like kinda brought back those days when we were all frens with nothing btw us... den we went to watch the butterfly effect... good show!! yah. it rocks man haha... super thrilling tho. me and char were screaming like MAD... like really k... the kids are SO psychotic. can die haha... think the pple in front of us were like wondering hu are the crazy pple screaming behind haha... dexter was like so embarrassed... but yah lah was a show tt makes u think... hmm been watching good shows recently!
hmm aunty sookim came our hse yst... was asking her abt missions work and stuff... she was saying tt to her she wasnt called to be a missionary specifically but to spread the gospel and in the end God wanted her to go to China to do just tt.. and now she and uncle kum kwong are doign the Lord's work there. qt inspired lah... she was telling us how God worked in her life to make miracles that she was able to do the things and be put in the situations that helped her to grow as a person and as a christian as well as give her oppourtunities to help pple... when i grow up i wanna have a life story that is as inspiring as that... i dun need any like big or wonderful miracles in my life i just want to see the world coming before the Lord and worshipping him... u noe sometimes i just see in my mind this vision of many many pple all raising their hands and worshipping Him... and its such a magnificent sight. but i dunno... i feel qt inadequate. like i wanna spread the word, i really want to but yet to my own friends i cant even bring them to church... and no matter how i pray its like nothing is happening...
anyway, God is really good... actually i had been feeling qt spiritually dry lately... like cos ive been skipping qt qt often cos i fall asleep... but when i was doing my qt one day just was on this chap on spiritual dryness! and it was saying tt sometimes relationship with God is not just based on feelings and emotions but God draws us to Him by drawing away from us sometimes... like the way He did to Job. and that we must just keep having faith and obeying and holding on cos its one of the ways that God tests us. yah so it helped me qt alot... den when i got my chi results... fel really super down... but when i was praying God kinda gave me peace after a while and i was able to put it away tts y after break i was suddenly happy and cheery as normal... and yah He came back to me when He knew i needed Him! den on sunday i felt God's presence in worship again! haven felt it in so long... was like really so grateful... truly my God does not let me down nor does He let me fall :)
ok wow. long post. wanted to say some other stuff but i guess ill save it haha... oh and i read something on someoneelses blog tt made me VERY interested haha. i will investigate :p
hmm aunty sookim came our hse yst... was asking her abt missions work and stuff... she was saying tt to her she wasnt called to be a missionary specifically but to spread the gospel and in the end God wanted her to go to China to do just tt.. and now she and uncle kum kwong are doign the Lord's work there. qt inspired lah... she was telling us how God worked in her life to make miracles that she was able to do the things and be put in the situations that helped her to grow as a person and as a christian as well as give her oppourtunities to help pple... when i grow up i wanna have a life story that is as inspiring as that... i dun need any like big or wonderful miracles in my life i just want to see the world coming before the Lord and worshipping him... u noe sometimes i just see in my mind this vision of many many pple all raising their hands and worshipping Him... and its such a magnificent sight. but i dunno... i feel qt inadequate. like i wanna spread the word, i really want to but yet to my own friends i cant even bring them to church... and no matter how i pray its like nothing is happening...
anyway, God is really good... actually i had been feeling qt spiritually dry lately... like cos ive been skipping qt qt often cos i fall asleep... but when i was doing my qt one day just was on this chap on spiritual dryness! and it was saying tt sometimes relationship with God is not just based on feelings and emotions but God draws us to Him by drawing away from us sometimes... like the way He did to Job. and that we must just keep having faith and obeying and holding on cos its one of the ways that God tests us. yah so it helped me qt alot... den when i got my chi results... fel really super down... but when i was praying God kinda gave me peace after a while and i was able to put it away tts y after break i was suddenly happy and cheery as normal... and yah He came back to me when He knew i needed Him! den on sunday i felt God's presence in worship again! haven felt it in so long... was like really so grateful... truly my God does not let me down nor does He let me fall :)
ok wow. long post. wanted to say some other stuff but i guess ill save it haha... oh and i read something on someoneelses blog tt made me VERY interested haha. i will investigate :p
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